Fuck that shit.

dead_child @ 2006-12-14T00:32:00

2006-12-13T23:32:06Z

I don't want to try and just be friends
nothing's gonna change my mind again
if ever there are thoughts I had they're dead
I can't even think inside my head
when I'm with you

I'm on my way, can't you see that's the truth
so long, can't stay, won't you see that's the truth
I'm on my way, can't you see that's the truth
so long, can't stay, won't you see that's the
see that's the, see that's the...

last that I can take
because it's getting really hard to fake!

dead_child @ 2006-11-17T21:24:00

2006-11-17T20:24:58Z

Fish in the sea, you know how i feel

Hahahaha oh god, what a line eh!

Uh so hello journal.. pretty little journal you are indeed.

So im worknig in primark tomorrow and tis gonig to be awesome cuz fee is gonig a 9 til 6 and she hasnt done that in weeks literally

i got paid today so ive got a grand in the bank =]

although i need to pay off all those clothes i bought.

Ayyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee... lol. pointless entry but heyho, journal needs to know i havent forgotten about it.

single.

2006-11-10T20:53:20Z

Me & duncan broke up

dead_child @ 2006-09-15T16:53:00

2006-09-15T15:53:56Z

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean, sleep in peace when the day is done, and this old world is a new world, and a bold world
For me

this song is great

2006-09-11T19:03:16Z

Don't know what you really got.
It's hard to stay and not pretend.
You can't make sense in what you thought.
It seems I can't comprehend.
Well I'm happy to be, only all that you see.
And I'm not one to learn to be the same.

I don't wanna hear you bitch no more.
I was better off a year before.
No matter how I try I can't ignore.
Every time I think my brain gets sore
When I'm with you.

What's so hard about good-byes?
I'm sorry I'm just not as keen
On planning out our perfect lives
When I'm only 19.
I'm happy to be only all that you see.
And I'm not one to learn to be the same.

I don't wanna try and just be friends
Nothing's change my mind again
If ever there were thoughts I had they're dead.
I can't even think inside my head,
When I'm with you

I'm on my way, can't you see that's the truth.
So long, can't stay,can't you see that's the truth.
I'm on my way,can't you see that's the truth.
So long, can't stay, can't you see that's,
See that's the, see that's the...

Last that I could take.
because it's getting really hard to fake.
It's not like it's my problem that you're late.
But can't you just spare the lies I hate?
When I'm with you...

dead_child @ 2006-08-23T20:39:00

2006-08-23T19:39:55Z

i would honestly just like to let the whole world know that i worked from 9am til 8pm today.

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

^_^

nae scrounging cunties!

dead_child @ 2006-08-19T18:51:00

2006-08-19T17:55:39Z

Heyhey.

So my life rocks.

my weekend has been awesome so far.

I got my scaffolding pierced & i spent all of friday with duncan and i saw the break up at the cinema.

im sure i would of enjoyed it more if i hadnt needed to pee since like.. the beginning of the fucking movie.

Anyway.

Duncan came home and stayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyedddddddddddddddddd awch ^_^.
Aye.

happyhappyhappy.

I miss him now =(
I want him to stay forever.

creepy.:p

Ehm.. Yeah.. i was working today 2-6 which was cool.. im looking forward to tomorrow although its a long day at work.

I took on too many hours of work but hey, its gunna fuckin pay off (H)
And i need the money cuz this months wage was pish.
like £200.
=(

So yeah, horu sim working areee...;
Sun; 9-5.30
Mon; 1.30-5.30
Tue; 1-5.30
Wed; 9-6
Thur; 9-5.45
Sat; 9-6

awesssssssssssome no?
=D

yeppp so im off to munch grub =]

Sorry for all the typos but im lazy.

2006-08-08T16:48:09Z

ive realised i havent updated this in a proper while and im..................... i do not know.
i woke up today & was rather happy but as the days gone duller so have i.
I just fucked up typing that sentence because my mind was going faster than my fingers. Thats preeeeeetty awesome.

Ehm i have recently been noticing HOW HOT GIRLS ARE. This cannot be good for my orientation.

Ehm. Yes. Fillip is on her way to scotland and i am very excited to see her indeed.. as most of you will know.. and one of duncans friends.. ¬_¬ ehm.. did that sentence make sense?
no?
oh i care?
oh wait.
no.

ehmmmmm.. I am going shopping tomorrow which is awesome. And made 'fucking awesome' because duncan is going to come with me. Hooray, hooray, hooray!
the only downside is im gunna be spending all of my own money. i have about, £160 in the bank left from when i got paid. and i do not get paid again for another two weeks, and even then, tis gunna be half the wages i got last month. like.. £200.
SUCK.

Ehm hello so im gonig to get pierced. i WILL get my tongue pierced, just maybe not soon. Im gunna get a scaffolding piercing maybe this week, definitly next week. Cool.

Im also planning on getting a tattoo but me actually getting one is... uncertain?..... ANyone know any places that'll ink ye without id... let me know.

Uhm. headache. headache headache headache.

last night with duncan was rather enjoyable and i got a lovely dohnut from greggs today.
I have also eaten nnine grapes to try and make up for all the crap ive been munching but.. bleh? bleh.

Ehm.... i want a suit.

My parents are getting married next year this month so i get to be a pretty bridesmaid and i am SO VERY EXCITED about that.

Other things im looking forward to is my birthday and my anniversary. Christmas will rock too. And the end of my temp job.
mon the summer staff.

I will miss that place. I will miss those people even more. those people fucking rock.

scoobie doob doob. im seeing fillip this week hopefully and working saturday.

EHMMM im gunna take a shower tonight i guess and do my hair for seeing the boy? my boy? mine.

So ive been doing vlogs lately and thats pretty cool.
People have been finding me through youtube, when they used to find me through myspace.
I havent been using that much.

I BLAME YOU

yes, you, you never leave me comment.

Ehmmm.. so huge big lj entry done? yes? yes.
ALL DONE!

dead_child @ 2006-08-03T22:45:00

2006-08-03T21:45:34Z

spankings always fun
especially when you slip your panties down.

dead_child @ 2006-07-26T16:37:00

2006-07-26T15:37:09Z

I.plan.on.never.waking.up says:
dinny ken
Baggie Bird Hurry On Home!! says:
??????????
Baggie Bird Hurry On Home!! says:
whats dinny ken?
I.plan.on.never.waking.up says:
dont know
Baggie Bird Hurry On Home!! says:
your wierd!!!
I.plan.on.never.waking.up says:
how?
Baggie Bird Hurry On Home!! says:
saying random things like dinny ken!!!! and not knowing what it is!!
Baggie Bird Hurry On Home!! says:

I.plan.on.never.waking.up says:
Lol.....

dead_child @ 2006-07-26T12:45:00

2006-07-26T11:48:54Z

You know what i just realised?

That when you wake up, & you feel shit, & you just want to lie in bed and cry, ye can..

You dont have to get up and go out and keep yourself busy so you feel alright.

Its fucking OK to be upset.

dead_child @ 2006-07-25T00:20:00

2006-07-24T23:22:52Z

Just incase you didnt get that.

DRUNKIES

2006-07-23T19:32:16Z

& a domball.

dead_child @ 2006-07-23T16:58:00

2006-07-23T15:59:12Z

I want to get drunk on wednesday night because i am not working until friday.

Ehm

2006-07-22T20:17:22Z

the girls from work were wanting me to go out with them tomorrow night.

Didnt believe me when i said i was 16.

Brill, eh?
;)

dead_child @ 2006-07-14T22:02:00

2006-07-14T21:02:26Z

What if I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end

dead_child @ 2006-07-10T19:39:00

2006-07-10T18:40:28Z

ok so i just found out i can take any song from my computer
crop it
and apply it as my ringtone on my phone.

HOW FUCKING AWESOME

i didnt know that.
=p

dead_child @ 2006-07-08T18:42:00

2006-07-08T17:45:20Z

Cuz i know i'm gunna lose this piece of paper;

Sun - 9-5.30
Mon - 9.30-1.30 cash
Thu - 1.30-5.30 cash
Fri - 1.30-5.30 7
Sat - 8.45-6

dead_child @ 2006-07-03T22:37:00

2006-07-03T21:38:51Z

I'm away to listen to my ipod.

In bed.

And cry.

Because i feel,

S-H-I-T.

dead_child @ 2006-06-26T18:31:00

2006-06-26T17:32:27Z

Oh btw.

Some customer in work today called me 'lady'.

......
i feel old.

Then some granny afterwards said 'that a girl!'

Aha, fuckheads.

The extents people go to just to see me on cam are ridiculos.. I wish i saved y'days convo.

2006-06-20T19:27:05Z

tompg2@hotmail.com says:
hi
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
do uhave a webcam?
Smooth Criminal says:
yes.
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
excellent! i have an offer for you
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
add silverselect@hotmail.co.uk
Smooth Criminal says:
thats yr offer?.. aha.
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
he works in fashion
Smooth Criminal says:
didnt i already tell ye i wasnt interested?
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
just have a chat with this guy, seriously
Smooth Criminal says:
what for.
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
lol just try him
Smooth Criminal says:
what for??
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
just because!
Smooth Criminal says:
no.
tompg2@hotmail.com says:
lol your so stubborn

Jokes.

2006-06-19T16:59:39Z

Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
see last week
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I forgot how to ride a bike
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
so I took lessons
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
but could only afford half of them
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
so now I have to ride a unicycle
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Smooth Criminal says:
aw.
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
you know I'm joking right? :P
Smooth Criminal says:
whatever happened to the days when jokes were funny....*-)
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Smooth Criminal says:
:P
Smooth Criminal says:
thats going in my ljjjjj, oh yes indeed it is.
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
haha
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I have more:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
oh did I tell you I got food poisoning yesterday?
Smooth Criminal says:
yes. :P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I don't know who to use it on though
Smooth Criminal says:
now that was just terrible. :P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
It's a good thing we have gravity or else when birds died they'd just stay
right up there. hunters would be all confused :P
Smooth Criminal says:
can you class that essay as a joke? :P:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I saw a bank that said "24 Hour Banking", but I don't have that much time :P
Smooth Criminal says:
i'm confused :S
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
:P
Smooth Criminal says:
no.. seriously.. :S
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
like
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I don't have enought time to use a bank for 24 hours :P
Smooth Criminal says:
oh.... :S
Smooth Criminal says:
ye done?:P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
ehm....
Smooth Criminal says:
good. :P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
oh oh
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
I plugged my phone in where the blender used to be. I called someone. They
went "Aaaah..." :P
Smooth Criminal says:
i dont get it :P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
you know the sound of a blender? :P
Smooth Criminal says:
ehhh.. no :P
Hey, man, I'm alive and I'm taking each day and night at a time says:
never mind then :P

dead_child @ 2006-06-16T10:16:00

2006-06-16T09:16:44Z

Bake me a cake as fast as you can!!

dead_child @ 2006-06-11T15:38:00

2006-06-11T14:38:22Z

Does this mean i can buy things?

=p

dead_child @ 2006-06-09T01:38:00

2006-06-09T00:39:38Z

omg i had a dream about msn the other night.

i could see everyone who was set to appear offline.

i lead a very pathetic life...x